I still look at pictures of you and I
And I smile through my tears
I suppose its easy to let go
When you are the one officially letting go
I remember the first time I held your hand
And you looked at me and smiled
No it wasnt I love you, but it said it all
Standing outside your house,
Where we had our very first kiss
Did I care you were sick? No
Down in my basement
We used to claim we were watching movies
I dont remember watching a single one for long
Wearing your varsity jacket always made me feel special
Even if you forced me to put it on, because I was being stubborn
The day I heard what was said
I didnt believe it at first
Yeah, we had our problems,
But I swore they werent that bad
I was trying to fix them all the time
But it never fully worked
You said you loved me the day before
How could that change in 8 hours?
Now I will do anything to see you
Even though it hurts like hell
To hear your voice
To feel your touch
Maybe Im obsessed
Perhaps Im addicted
But you made this way through your love
I never thought that would end
And maybe all good things do
After this all, you still gave me that necklace
I wont take it off, I'll wear it to the grave
Whether that is then or now
Ill probably never stop loving you
And will take forever to let go
But maybe youll come back to me
Because I am so alone, and empty
Why?